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Its ma bday..and what am i doing? Wasting my time blogin...? Wel wats more better than doing what you like doing..whats different about a birthday..just that you get a bunch of phone calls and lots of messages ..people flood your inbox with wishes of your bday..ya sure this makes you realise people remember you..it gives a wonderful feeling..you get calls from people you expect they ll call..competitions on who ll wish you first..all sounds so good to you..you are being treated as prince on that day..unexpected calls ..unexpected suprises..i like all these except for the fact that damn..am getting old..am 22 damn it..no i don wanna get old ..i am happy the way i am..i have all that i need..and don have extra ordinary expectations which unfulfilled would make me sad n depressed..but as time passes things change..i ve been only 22 and already so much has happened..few years will go people will talk about marriage n all that social crap..wel thats a major reason i don wanna get old..people say happy birthday..and i feel oh no one more year added..if my death is by chance to come at one particular age i am one year nearer to it..its so weird i know what ever i think but just imagine people will say happy birthday even when am 60 but whats happiness at age..then some say happiness does not depend on age its on your mind..err enough of it i cant think more on it i just wanted to blog thats it..again i wish happy birthday to myself